I’ve just realized that I dun have a sanctuary here. That sux, totally!

In SG, I had Botanic Garden to go to. In Ottawa, I had the comfort of the Parliament Hill. In BKK, I have none. Is that not ironic?

I remember going to the Botanic garden when I didn’t want to study, when I had enough with Physics and when I had nothing to do. I just walked there.

I remember visiting Parliament Hill when I missed you guys. I went there crying in the freaking cold winds. My eyes were sore like shit. One good moment! Haha… I walked there when I was bored. I walked there whenever I felt like it.

Here, I haven’t found my place of comfort.

Anw, I dun wanna live in SG. I hate its guts, esp after the AFC. I bet the Straits Times wrote bad stuff abt Thailand and praised its own national team. F*#* it! I dun understand why they keep doing it.

Ottawa is a nice place to be. I love it. What a peaceful town it is. However, I freaking missed Thai food (all the food that can be found in Thailand) while I was there. Still, I was able to gain like 5kgs with bread and cereal I ate. Also, my face was seriously damaged by the cold weather. My stamina was gone. Most importantly, there’s no beaches! I love beaches. (Fake beaches in SG are not qualified)

Damn it! Freak it! F*#* it! I haven’t found my place on this ‘wonderful world’. Maybe I’m just pretty choosy. Dun you think? Haha…

In my place…in my place…

Exams are coming and I am still lost.

BA401: what to study for it...umm...no idea
FN413: freaking hard...I still dunno what those financial techniques are.
MA216: ...lost...Ajarn sux! Dunno what she's talking about. No motivation to study at all (Actually there is...I wanna pass this freaking sub, once and for all!) I miss Ms. Kek, Mr. Lim, Mr.Tan. They are the best Maths teachers, ever!
FN311: mugging hard for this one but the material doesnt seem to seep thru my brain...sigh...
FN415: no mid-term...thank you Ajarn!

Anyway, Chinese New Year is soon approaching, I wish you all a better year than the last. If you guys have extra Hong Bao for me, that would be great. Haha...just kidding. I want Hong Bao but too bad I'm not a Chinese...huh!

Almost forget, I'm still free during mid-march. If you guys change your mind, I'll be glad to fly to SG to see you all. I need at least two-week notice, make it three, to get a reasonable tic price.

Good luck and take care!

My NYC trip Part 1
A bit too late to post this but better late than never! (took me weeks to post this)

Dec 25th
At Brian's...



Exploring the city a bit...



Brian and Lea



At Grand Central Station...and this is how much debt America is in now.




Cooking dinner...this photo is similar to the one we took in Thailand..



Dec 26th
Meet up with friends



Medison Square Garden: home of NY Knicks and NY Rangers





Brian's making dinner and Lea's baking cake. Yummy dinner!



Still...we couldnt resist eating Krispy Kreme at midnight.



Dec 27th: Brian's b'day
WTC







Brian's Office: Deusche Bank



NYSE and AMEX



Financial District from Brooklyn side



Brooklyn Bridge



The FED and Wall St.



Bull market



Brian and his cake



and Lea...

Hey guys! I was planning to go to SG during March. I talked to TH about it and she said that it's going to be a waste of my money as you guys wont have time to go out with me. However, she said that I might be able to go there during your holidays as you guys might stay back for some stuff.

But yeah...I dun exactly want to go out with you guys. I just want to see and be with you guys, just like the old time. That's it. Anyway, after all these years, we'll have loads to talk about. So I think I have to wait.

And now you cant blame it on me. It's all TH's idea.

Btw, I really hope to see you guys soon. I need you all.

Since Valentines' Day's coming tomorrow, I just wanna tell you guys that my wasted heart will love you guys forever (always and all the time...not only on Valentines' Day). Haha..so cheesy...